Few realization

Today, I realized that I should start avoiding my crush in terms of looking at him and noticing his presence whenever he's around. Because sometimes it makes me jealous that he's busy making a family and I (turning 30y/o) still doesn't have a plan on getting married.

I also noticed that I'm making myself busy nowadays. Its like blessing in disguise that I'm back with my old work.

Starbucks Tumbler

I have been collecting Starbucks tumbler since 2009. A kind of tumbler which has a country name in it. I love collecting it because it just shows that the tumbler is specifically available on that country. Recently, my cousin's wife went here in the Philippines. She lives at Las Vegas, so I asked here to buy me a tumbler with Las Vegas name. But the tumbler is not available anymore. But I'm still lucky because the Las Vegas mug is the last piece available at Starbucks. And she bought it. 

Its Sunday

Im still struggling with my itchy throat. Still coughing like my intestines going to come out. Gosh! I hate it. I couldn't sleep. It itches whenever it is midnight. But I got my cure for the itch.

Tomorrow is going to be a stressful day for me. So much pressure and overload stress. Its like I hope I didn't came back. I'm full of regrets. But I need to work for my birthday.

I saw my crush again... And nothing much happened. Hope to have my product reviews when I'm not that busy anymore.

 

My supposed to be "Overtime Saturday"

I was about to go to the office to have my overtime because I have so many things to do with so little time. But I'm still not feeling well. So I decided to take my rest today (Saturday).

I saw my crush outside our house and as usual he's waiting for her wife outside their gate. I don't really understand why he's like that, whenever they're going out. He just waits outside until his wife comes out. It's like he's not that interested. I always observed it. And he waits for half an hour but when his wife came out, its like her appearance is the same. Its plain with no makeup. Its like she's not going anywhere.

It made me miss my mallowz. I couldn't be with him because I'm still not well enough. And Im very much stressed from what happened yesterday at our office. I miss my mallowz smell and his beard.  Gosh! I miss everything about him.

Silent Wednesday

I woke up with totally no voice at all. I couldn't speak a word. And I'm coughing. I guess I have to take a rest and take my leave.

Husky voice tuesday

Baaam!! I wake up with a bad voice. I guess its because my throat hurts.. Still coughing and my throat is itching so badly. I couldn't speak loud. But I have to. Im working and talking with my colleagues. Im struggling. And I'm stressed.

Coughing Monday blues

Saw my crush when I was about to go to the office.But its just a glimpse. Im not really feeling well plus the weather made it worst. I have a very bad sore throat and I have been coughing like my intestine's going to come out.

I'm still motivated to go to the office earlier than my usual time. And I have decided to really come to work early everyday. Maybe because it is stress free while I'm commuting. Less traffic and less worry. My only problem is whenever I go to the office, I'm hungry already.

As I came early to the office, my throat still hurts and I'm coughing badly. I drank plenty of warm water and took my medicine. It helped me a lot as I started my stressful day with lots of deadlines. Though my stress level increased like a rocket, I decided to still be calm. And do my work one at a time.

As I came home early, my throat still hurts and aching badly. I just hope to get better soon.

My lazy day...

Today is supposed to be my "Mallowz Day". Where I spend my whole day with my bf. We call each other "mallowz". And because we couldn't spend time together everyday due to our different office hours, we decided to have Mallowz Day as Saturday. We sometimes watch movies or movie marathon, pig out or food trip ( i can eat two sets of rice)  or anything we like. We also planned to go out of town sometimes. We have been doing this for 9yrs. But if we don't have work or if we are on leave, we always see each other. We are not the typical couple. Sometimes its hard especially when I miss him. But thanks to technology, I just call him or text him everyday. He too calls me or text me many times a day.

But since we spent our whole day together yesterday, we decided to take a rest today. Sleep a lot and get lazy. For monday to friday is another stressful day. We'll just talk on the phone later...

Still hoping..

I think I'm growing old without a sense of direction. No achievements so far. Its like my confidence is slowly depreciating. I'm still praying that one day I may stumble in a rock of opportunity. To feel my purpose as an individual mentally. Because for now I have not given a chance to grow. Its like my rope of success has cut off. I haven't even started walking in the stairs of my goals.

I hope to meet people who'll teach me to become an achiever. To achieve something.

Sunday is Family Day!

Since I was young, I always have this family day and it is Sunday. Sunday is family day. We always go to church with my whole family. Eat out. Go to the mall. Eat lunch together. And I make sure that I don't go out with my friends during Sunday.

So, my mom decided to cook spaghetti us an additional food in our lunch. There's no occasion but being together with my family is the best occasion.

A bullet of prettiness

Its awesome to see a Mac Lipstick Collection. A huge collection that if you sum it up it'll cost really big. I know I only have one Lipglass and one Mac Lipstick. And honestly, I dont even own this picture. I just saw this online. Saved it on my computer and used it as an inspiration to collect also in the future. Though, it is very expensive but its a nice investment to have it for yourself.

Basketball Wives Earrings

I got this earrings from my friend at Canada. It was a basketball wives earrings. At first, I didn't know why they call it basketball wives earrings. But some says it was originated from the Series Basketball Wives. Where the wives always wear this huge hoops earrings. That's why they called it Basketball Wives Earrings.

You can use it with your plain shirt and pants because the earrings really stands out. I love the design of it. Hopefully I can buy many earrings like this one.