Few realization

Today, I realized that I should start avoiding my crush in terms of looking at him and noticing his presence whenever he's around. Because sometimes it makes me jealous that he's busy making a family and I (turning 30y/o) still doesn't have a plan on getting married.

I also noticed that I'm making myself busy nowadays. Its like blessing in disguise that I'm back with my old work.

Starbucks Tumbler

I have been collecting Starbucks tumbler since 2009. A kind of tumbler which has a country name in it. I love collecting it because it just shows that the tumbler is specifically available on that country. Recently, my cousin's wife went here in the Philippines. She lives at Las Vegas, so I asked here to buy me a tumbler with Las Vegas name. But the tumbler is not available anymore. But I'm still lucky because the Las Vegas mug is the last piece available at Starbucks. And she bought it. 

Its Sunday

Im still struggling with my itchy throat. Still coughing like my intestines going to come out. Gosh! I hate it. I couldn't sleep. It itches whenever it is midnight. But I got my cure for the itch.

Tomorrow is going to be a stressful day for me. So much pressure and overload stress. Its like I hope I didn't came back. I'm full of regrets. But I need to work for my birthday.

I saw my crush again... And nothing much happened. Hope to have my product reviews when I'm not that busy anymore.

 

My supposed to be "Overtime Saturday"

I was about to go to the office to have my overtime because I have so many things to do with so little time. But I'm still not feeling well. So I decided to take my rest today (Saturday).

I saw my crush outside our house and as usual he's waiting for her wife outside their gate. I don't really understand why he's like that, whenever they're going out. He just waits outside until his wife comes out. It's like he's not that interested. I always observed it. And he waits for half an hour but when his wife came out, its like her appearance is the same. Its plain with no makeup. Its like she's not going anywhere.

It made me miss my mallowz. I couldn't be with him because I'm still not well enough. And Im very much stressed from what happened yesterday at our office. I miss my mallowz smell and his beard.  Gosh! I miss everything about him.

Silent Wednesday

I woke up with totally no voice at all. I couldn't speak a word. And I'm coughing. I guess I have to take a rest and take my leave.

Husky voice tuesday

Baaam!! I wake up with a bad voice. I guess its because my throat hurts.. Still coughing and my throat is itching so badly. I couldn't speak loud. But I have to. Im working and talking with my colleagues. Im struggling. And I'm stressed.

Coughing Monday blues

Saw my crush when I was about to go to the office.But its just a glimpse. Im not really feeling well plus the weather made it worst. I have a very bad sore throat and I have been coughing like my intestine's going to come out.

I'm still motivated to go to the office earlier than my usual time. And I have decided to really come to work early everyday. Maybe because it is stress free while I'm commuting. Less traffic and less worry. My only problem is whenever I go to the office, I'm hungry already.

As I came early to the office, my throat still hurts and I'm coughing badly. I drank plenty of warm water and took my medicine. It helped me a lot as I started my stressful day with lots of deadlines. Though my stress level increased like a rocket, I decided to still be calm. And do my work one at a time.

As I came home early, my throat still hurts and aching badly. I just hope to get better soon.